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Brokenness

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  I am no longer Broken!!!   What is brokenness? Brokenness can stem from many things in our life. It can stem from traumatic experiences from childhood, adolescence, young adulthood, adulthood, and even old age. Brokenness is the pain and disappointment we feel or receive from others based on how they treat us, interact with us, or respond to us. Brokenness is the un-forgiveness, pain, hurt, malice, and things we refuse to let go of. Brokenness is the rejection, the abonnement issues, the sexual abuse, emotional abuse, and mental abuse. Anything that is not complete in your life represents brokenness. I was broken because of many years of rejection, low- self-esteem, and trauma I experienced. I was a broken person searching and looking for love in all the wrong places and things. I was a broken mother, wife, friend, daughter, etc. But thank God for his amazing grace and mercies. There is a song that says , “I search all over, couldn’t find nobody, I look high and low st...

What is LOVE?

  Everyone is looking for or wants to be LOVED . Whether it is finding it in people, places, or things, everyone wants love. However, love is fantastic when you truly understand what it means. Love doesn’t hurt. It is not boastful. It is not abuse, whether physical, emotional, or mental. Instead, it is long-suffering, patient, kind, gentle, understanding, etc. I have spent over three decades searching for love and finding it in all the wrong places. Let me begin by saying I never truly understood what love is and what it means. I understood love from a broken mindset, and I try to love from that mindset as well. Let me say I was abused earlier as a child by different people at different times. I recognize I want to be loved and receive love from a man when I get older. So, my definition of love came from watching love movies, not understanding that it’s just a movie. I later spend many years in an abusive marriage, and to make matters worse, I also endure abuse from others. I s...

Talk Too Much

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    15 I don’t really understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but I don’t do it. Instead, I do what I hate. 16 But if I know that what I am doing is wrong, this shows that I agree that the law is good. 17 So I am not the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it. 18 And I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[d] I want to do what is right, but I can’t. 19 I want to do what is good, but I don’t. I don’t want to do what is wrong, but I do it anyway. 20 But if I do what I don’t want to do, I am not really the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it. 21 I have discovered this principle of life—that when I want to do what is right, I inevitably do what is wrong. 22 I love God’s law with all my heart. 23 But there is another power[e] within me that is at war with my mind. This power makes me a slave to the sin that is still within me. 24 Oh, what a miserable person I am! Who will free me from this life that is dominated ...

October Prayer

 Hallelujah to the King of glory. Mighty God we praise your name. We thank you for bring us safely into this new month of October. The month of newness. The month of new beginnings. The month for new health and new relationship. The month where God is the business of restoring and renewing. The season for bringing family together. The season for that which He has promised. Hallelujah. Lord we thank you for covering our family, friends, spouse, children, us and everything around us safe from seen and unseen danger. We cover this month and the rest of this year in your blood. We pray not our will but your will be done, ijn amen. Welcome to your new month and new season. Welcome to the abundance of health, wealth, family restoration and all you desire ijn amen. Love Kay.

Keep Knocking

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“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.   8  For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened" Mathew 7:7-8 NIV   The above passage is true to myself, when I was trying to overcome obtaining my professional license. It is easy to give up when you keep trying to accomplish a goal or task and it appears not to be reachable. I had taken my exam 16 time before I pass it. Let me tell you it was not an easy pill to sallow, because I have heard of people who had gotten their by the third try. But for me, I wanted to give up by the 7th time. However, something inside of me kept saying keep trying and go again. I began to say God, I knock and nothing, seeking and nothing asking and nothing. But I kept on knocking. Yes, after sitting the exam for 15 time, was I disappointed? Yes. But you will never win until you overcome. I want to belief that God was bui...

Restoration

Wow it's been a very long time since I post. But God has been faithful. I thank God for sustaining me even when I was not writing as much on this blog but I had continue and still is continuing to encourage others. I was at a difficult place in life and I was trying to figure it out. I haven't figure it all out but I want to encourage you that you don't need to figure it all out you just need to keep trusting in the Lord. Amen. Stay bless and continue to trust in the Lord despite everything.   https://www.instagram.com/reel/CjFb7myt1cD/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Thank You

Blessings and GM to all. Welcome to another fabulous day. Whose report will you believe? My friends, it’s only the Lord’s report you should believe. I don’t know about you but I want to scream a big thank you to my Lord, Jesus Christ for the battle, is won. Hallelujah! Today as I reflect on where I came from, where I have been and where I am going, it’s ONLY by His grace and mercies that I am alive today to share my testimony. My friends, God promises that He will never leave us or forsake us. He promises to be with us, once we keep Him in the center of everything. My Lord and my Savior, I bless your Holy name. I thank You for life. I love You. I appreciate You. I adore You. Jesus I will serve You all the days of my life. To You I gave all the honor and glory. Thank You Daddy for never leaving me or forsaking me. Amen. Be bless.